But perhaps that's only how it feels at the moment however the last few months have been horrible, and this 'horrible' looks set to continue a while, until I work out how to process it all.
If I told you the story of it all, you wouldn't believe me but it's been surreal ... so surreal.
Mostly I'm living very quietly while wishing I was off wandering.
Here's to autumn being a better season, and to trams being 'enough' for the moment.