Happiness is ...

I picked up my camera recently. Intense again, like I used to be when I wandered the caruggi in Genova. I spent days, simply following a friend & his dog; walking the river’s edge, and Manapouri’s lake-edge bush tracks, with them.

I am still working my way through the results but I feel like my soul was involved. It has been a while since I lost myself in photography, day after day after day.

My music of choice lately (read, on repeat), is Snow Patrol: Live & Stripped Back at Porchester Hall. I was late to Snow Patrol party however I am surely making up for time lost now.

My Queenstown life is a beautiful life. One day I wandered into town, with a friend. We had tickets to hear that incredible New Zealand writer, Witi Ihaemara. And he was so much more than I could have imagined. Another evening, I wandered along to a members-only screening of Liam Neeson’s latest movie - over at the exquisite Dorothy Brown cinema, (20nzd per year membership) in Arrowtown. The bookshop in there almost destroys me, in these days of limited income however, I enjoy the pleasure of browsing. It is one of the most beautifully curated bookshops I know, any place in the world.

Life has a sweetness to it these days. I simply want to savour it …

Scenes From My Life ... lately

Or perhaps I could title this small slideshow, Places I Love

I suspect, a life lived between Queenstown and Manapouri would please me, as much as I used to dream of a life lived between Italy and New Zealand, back when I liked the idea of forever summers.

But I suspect I had forgotten the joy of Fiordland rain pounding down, and the possibility of being curled up next to a good fire.

The photos below … Manapouri, with my little friend, Tui the Wonder Dog. The photograph of her at my feet … cosied up keeping warm, it was the place she always begins, when wanting to sit on my lap while I work at the computer.

There is a Manapouri Spring flower series. And a glimpse of Gemstone Beach, a much-loved south coast beach of mine now. St Clair beach in Dunedin, then a small taste of my life here in Queenstown.

The Fork & Tap cheeseboard, out in the pub garden … divine.

The wee orange, that tiny Toyota that takes me every place, parked down by the lake early one morning.

I’m grateful.

Invasion By Duckling ...

I was reading, quietly, alone on a blanket beside a lake near Queenstown.

I became aware of sound of many little birds, peeping. I looked up, there were 10 little ducklings, running up the small hill towards me.

It was a true invasion. Before I could even reach out to call to them, they were all over my picnic blanket, all over me. Their little cold wet webbed feet tickling my bare arms. Peeping around me, climbing up on my backpack, checking out my camera.

They swarmed me. I didn’t feed them. I looked up at their mother, standing off to the side. I said, ‘Is this okay?’

She looked at me, as if to say, ‘Sure, I’ve got 10. What can I do?’

I was alone there. I took as many photographs as I could manage while giggling over their antics. They’re not brilliant photographs, just my phone but I think they capture the moment. There’s one with a little duckling, out of focus, near the camera. She had just pecked it, as I took photographs.

They were hilarious.

Eventually they ran off, like a gaggle of hyper-active happy small children.

Two returned, and hung round for a while, so I walked them back to the lake edge, where the others were waiting.

Diego, an Italian guy from Verona, walked by with his partner, Macarena. I heard him speak Italian and called out a greeting. (Yes, I am that bad. I adore meeting up with Italians, back here in New Zealand)

We ended up chatting a while, it turned out that Macarena came from Chile. They had only just married, a few weeks earlier. Helen returned from her walk around the lake. I was telling them my improbable story of the ducklings, when the ‘team’ turned up again. Delighting us all.

This new Queenstown life is like that. Something beautiful happens most days, and I’m left pinching myself, not sure it can be real.

But the ducklings. Meet my new friends, the Duck Family.

Some Mornings ...

Some mornings, I wake at 5am and there’s no going back to sleep.

And so I read. I caught up on the world, old worlds that I haven’t made time for in a long time.

I quietly made breakfast in this huge house I’ve moved to. I’m now located in one of the most beautiful regions in New Zealand, sharing this space with 3 other remarkable souls. The view out of my bedroom window is of the Remarkables mountain range.

Each day seems to bring some new gift I need to say a quiet ‘thank you’ for. And I love the tiny bed I have here in my little room. My landlord tells me it was his grandma’s, and that every person who has slept in it has commented on how comfortable it is.

Sunday found me revisiting New Zealand’s literary scene, after 2 decades of absence. Witi Ihimaera was speaking at the Queenstown Writers Festival. ‘One of Aotearoa’s greatest storytellers was talking about an extraordinary life and a career in writing that spans half a century.

In the early 1970s Gisborne-born Witi Ihimaera became the first Māori to publish a collection of short stories (Pounamu Pounamu) and a novel (Tangi). He has gone on to become one of the world’s most important indigenous writers with such highly regarded novels as The Matriarch, The Whale Rider and Bulibasha.

His memoirs Māori Boy (2015) and Native Son (2019) will soon be joined by a third. His retelling of Māori creation myths, Navigating the Stars, comes out this year. In fact, he launched there in Queenstown.

Witi Ihimaera is a master story weaver who brings his reader home to a place that transcends space, time and culture – while remaining unambiguously here, now, and Māori.

Quiet tears slipped down my face, and the faces of many others I suspect, as Witi sang for us, and read from his book, and talked of a life-shattering event too. His songs were so powerful, and he returned to it as his story-telling vehicle, repeatedly.

He is an extraordinary story-teller. I am so glad I attended.

I paid a small fee, and joined the local bookclub, and became a member of the cinema too. I was rapt to then receive an invitation to the members-only screening of Made in Italy. It stars one of my favourite actors, Liam Neeson, who stars alongside his son, Micheál Richardson.

Life often seems quite extraordinarily beautiful here. Joy has returned.

It’s as if all that I have loved in the world can be found here. From New Zealand literature, to a vibrant arts and culture scene. Solitude in Nature, but the most remarkable gathering of interesting people in any one place I’ve ever lived. Good coffee, fabulous cafes, and then Fat Badger’s have the best pizza I have eaten outside of Italy. There is a French bakery, with French staff, and an Italian restaurant, with a Genovese chef. He’s a little gruff, in the tradition of the sons of Zena, however perhaps he will soften.

There are, at least, two Bellbirds in the new garden, and rabbits too. I’m living out of Queenstown, in the countryside and yet not too far from the centre.

The cost is about the same as living in Manapouri, that small village of 200 … And it was also loved by me but lacked the breadth and depth I find here. However it’s only 2 hours down the road, through some mountains so I’ll go back when I need some big deep lungfuls of Beech forests on massive mountains, next to deep and moody lakes.

Life moves on. I’ve moved home, again. And my work plans are exciting but involve more than a few hours, as I establish myself. The journey has begun. All is good.

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